It’s true when they say there’s a difference between being lonely and being alone. I just think that in order to be happy we have to find security in being by ourselves before we branch out and look for others. No one is going to save you from yourself. That’s a quest that must be taken alone.
I’m so sick of sitting on the ground in tears. I’m sick of having the rug pulled from underneath me; my tiny little bit of happiness getting ruined by people who should care but who really don’t. I’m sick of being the good girl, the one who’s kind but always gets taken advantage of.
I don’t want to be the victim, and for once, I’m done caring.
Somebody asked me yesterday why we weren’t going out - why we weren’t a couple when it seemed obvious that we ought to be.
I brushed it off and laughed, but inside I asked myself the same question.
Why can’t you just swallow your pride? Skinny love gets tiresome after a while.
We started as the perfect couple. We were happy. But then you got complacent, or maybe I got clingy or maybe we were just too dysfunctional.
The thing is I didn’t mind. I didn’t mind dysfunctional; it’s something I’ve lived with all my life. What I minded was that as soon as things started getting hard you decided to leave me with all the problems and walked away.
You didn’t even try to salvage us.
Me and you.
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